fraudulent miracles make miracles sink ships.

oi_to_cupcakes @ 2007-10-04T17:20:00

2007-10-04T21:21:56Z

i'm starting over.

http://coeur-de-vie.livejournal.com/

i'll try to post more since i haven't used lj in ages, but i have a lot to write down these days and im running out of space in my real journal.

xo

oi_to_cupcakes @ 2007-04-29T11:27:00

2007-04-29T15:28:28Z

i wanna have a dance party!

friends don't waste wine, when there's words to sell.

2006-11-06T04:55:07Z

take my love in real small doses;

To let it all away
Spend it all today
Spend it all today
It took time then I found you.

what a bummer, dude. :(

dear hopes: STAY WHERE YOU ARE!!!
♥

GREY'S ANATOMY WAS A HOAX!

2006-09-22T16:52:36Z

TORONTO, Sept. 21 /CNW/ - Due to a satellite feed error at the source, CTV was inadvertently delivered episode No. 2 of Grey's Anatomy Season 3 which was broadcast tonight at 8 p.m. As a result, CTV will broadcast Episode One in its entirety on a special day and time which will be announced shortly.

WHAT THE EFF?!?!?
i knew the episode wasn't sad enough but THIS?
ugh. and i missed MUS 2310 for last night's episode.
muthafucknshittttttttt.

oi_to_cupcakes @ 2006-08-20T15:49:00

2006-08-20T19:59:27Z

selfish (self·ish) : Concerned chiefly or only with oneself;

i don't know how else to spell it out for you.

all to catch a thief...

2006-07-18T03:27:56Z

You know that I care what happens to you,
And I know that you care for me.

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i want to run away and hide in a tree house for the rest of summer.

and win the lottery, so i don't have to save up more tuition money.

and stab my doctor in the crotch because he's such an idiot.

xoxo

MY PLEA:

2006-07-10T17:47:58Z

dear livejournal land:

mstrkrft is coming on the 22nd. and i'm DYINNNNNNNG to go because they're my absolute favourite and they never come to ottawa..but its 19+ and my birthday isn't for another couple months.

so...my plea is that if you look, or know ANYONE who looks remotely like me and is 19-ish..PLEASE LET ME KNOW! i will pay to borrow their ID's or make them cookies or WHATEVER. i HAVE to get to that show.

xoxo

eeeeeeeeeeek!!!!!!!!!

2006-06-15T05:17:53Z

MSTRKRFT IS COMING TO OTTAWA JULY 22ND!

MY LIFE IS SO COMPLETE IT'S UNREAL!!!!!

this is going to be the best fucking dance party EVER.
soooooooooooooooooo excited!!!

in other news, i finally bought the 'summer t-shirt' from american apparel:

and jessie gets more worried every minute i'm going to spend my tuition on more clothes (and she's probably right), so no shopping for a while :(

i need to win the lottery.

xo

a corner store pulp fiction sits where your heart isn't.

2006-06-08T03:55:01Z

so stoked for friday!!! ♥

it breaks if you don't force it.

2006-06-02T04:03:41Z

tonight made my week.

i've been feeling really self conscious and just..ugly and gross lately and a few comments have been passed lately that have just made little things i've battled with for a lot of my life even more of an issue as far as me being self-conscious goes.
anyways, i guess catherine was talking to her mom about it, and when i was leaving her house tonight, breid came up to me and said "you're a beautiful girl, meaghan" and hugged me. ugh, i love that family more than life. i don't know what i would do without catherine, as well as her mom. and it just made me so happy and forget about what some say because the people that love me and that matter care about me and think i'm lovely the way i am and think i'm good enough and would never say anything about my looks to hurt me.

life is sweet.

we're in slow motion; the blast is beautiful.

2006-05-15T04:37:26Z

somehow, everything I own smells of you.

lauren took the sweet line about this, so don't expect anything witty or clever.

2006-04-13T03:58:56Z

Create your own Music List @ HotFreeLayouts!

i feel like i have not slept in DAYS.
thank you caffeine.

i'm going under..

2006-03-16T05:43:56Z

ape dos mil, yeah. i went there.
it's definitely one of those nights.

it's all calypso, but it's not easy to know..

oi_to_cupcakes @ 2006-03-13T21:14:00

2006-03-14T02:16:58Z

so, apparently the criteria show on april 7th is sold out?!?!

edit:
~~my life is ruined.~~

JULIE SAVES THE DAYYYYYY!!!!!!
i'm going to fucking criteria :D.
life is fucking sweet.

oi_to_cupcakes @ 2006-02-24T00:46:00

2006-02-24T05:47:38Z

STOKED FOR DRUNKEN BOWLING TOMORROW NIGHTSKIS!!!

i fucking love csi miami.

2006-02-14T03:35:57Z

i'd like to give a big 'fuck you' shout out to shitty friends;
you're too absorbed in yourself to see anything around you.
---

on another note, i will be spending my valentine's day in jessie's basement, drowning in vodka and eating icecream and chips all day/night long watching sappy love movies.

EVERYONE GIVE ME THE SAPPIEST ROMANCE FILMS YOU CAN THINK OF!!!!!!

♥ xoxo

[ JESSICA SCACE OWNS MY SOUL. ]

2005-12-14T19:06:31Z

me: fuck. dean stole my bag this morning for school. it had my birth control in it. i missed today.

jess: well, look on the bright side; at least dean won't get knocked up today.

[ since i didnt have time to do this YESTERDAY: ]

2005-11-12T23:41:47Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE LOVELY DOMMMMMMY DOM DOMMMMM!

i love you dear!!! glad you had a good birthday yesterday ♥
CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU FRIDAY! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!!

---

in other news,
book reviews for canadian history will be the death of me.
forrealz.
and i lovee bff3

.xo

[ ghosts in the photographs never lied to me. ]

2005-11-04T04:58:05Z

And it came to me then that every plan
Is a tiny prayer to father time
As I stared at my shoes in the ICU
That reeked of piss and 409
And I rationed my breaths as I said to myself
that I’d already taken too much today
As each descending peak of the LCD
Took you a little farther away from me
Away from me

Amongst the vending machines
And year old magazines
In a place where we only say goodbye
It stung like a violent wind
That our memories depend
On a faulty camera in our minds
And I knew that you were a truth
I would rather lose
than to have never lain beside at all

Then I looked around at all the eyes on the ground
As the TV entertained itself
Cause there’s no comfort in the waiting room
Just nervous paces bracing for bad news
Then the nurse comes round
And everyone lifts their heads
And I’m thinking of what Sarah said
That love is watching someone die

So who’s going to watch you die?
So who's going to watch you die?
So who's going to watch you die?

♥

[ O-M-G. ]

2005-10-29T03:17:33Z

JESUS CHRIST.
I JUST WATCHED THE SISTERHOOD OF THE TRAVELLING PANTS
AND IM STILL SOBBING.

EDIT// 12:51: i miss being inlove. and not single.

oi_to_cupcakes @ 2005-10-26T00:16:00

2005-10-26T04:18:30Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSY!!!

I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU ♥.
and don't worry, i won't tell peta about your secret love affair with raw meat at my place. (i.e. me making you pose with raw meat.)
---
SATURDAY IS GONNA BE FUCKING ILL. SO STOKED. :D
communications midterm tonight. uhm... i suck at university.
.xo

ps: i miss my best friend. :(
fuck university and busy-ness. fuckitttttt.

oi_to_cupcakes @ 2005-10-23T23:47:00

2005-10-24T03:51:20Z

baby, we were robbed.

..but we're still running away, blindfolded and afraid of each other's touch.

[ all is full of love; your phone is off the hook. ]

2005-10-20T04:39:46Z

---

-2 midterms today. fucked the poli sci one worth 30% up pretty nicely.
-talked to corey tonight; it was really good to see him (even though it was on webcam). im going down to T.O. to see him in a month. so stoked! should be fun times. there's a karaoke bar around the corner from his dorm. yusssssssssss.
-jessica scace has been saving my life lately. and she makes good tea. (and should be making me EVEN BETTER veggie wraps).
-where are some good places to buy cellphones?
~~-im trying to forget him, and it's working great. just great.~~
-I KEEP HAVING WEIRD DREAMS. SINCE SATURDAY. SO ODD. UGHHH.
-i wanna find a palm reader who can SERIOUSLY read palms.
-i need to take a long bubble bath.

xo

[ fraudulent miracles make miracles sink ships. ]

2005-10-17T18:40:59Z

i got the raddest housecoat for my birthday EVER:

ive been so sleep-deprived and stressed and gross that i constantly look all grimey:

and i got a sweeeeeet bruise on saturday when poor gavin knocked into me at 5cent:

thanks to everyone that wished me a happy birthday on tuesday, it made my day. i'll have pics from when we all went out on saturday soon hopefully.

hope everyone's doing well. or something. xo

[ ...and everything dies baby, that's a fact. ]

2005-10-05T03:16:37Z

so, i wake up after my alarm clock has gone off and i didn't hear it, scramble to get ready, leave my cough drops on the counter and forget basically half the stuff i need to bring, then get budded IN LINE TO BOARD THE BUS by some lunatic old woman who obviously felt she needed to get on 2 bloody seconds earlier, and then i finally sit down on the bus in a seat, staring at the back of the seat in front of me, which reads: FUCK YOURSELF. today is going to be a fucking awesome day, i can tell already, i think to myself. :/